lOVe yOU...

Do you know i realy realy miss you,love you??
sometime, i felt pitty to myself because im right beside of him but i cant have him...
"LOVE"juz have four simple elphabet but y love is so hard??
I know he also love me,but y i must cry by seeing he with she??
isit my fault??
if it is my fault,how i can apologize without say sorry??
I LOVE U...
CAN U HEAR ME??!!
zhangwei I LOVE YOU